new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hay new year na naman...... 2009 is quite a year for me....... a lot of 360 turn around event in my life literally and figuratively... well anyway i hope.... that 2010 is my year i have a lot of dreams that will happen or should happen on this year 2010... 1st.. i will go to school again after a few years of planning and searching i found ccna or a cisco cert...... in meralco a 4 module 70 hours each training........ after that i need to go to gym... promised!!!!!!!!!!! or i should say i promised i need to enhance my body..... third i need to go back to my dent.... atleast every 3 weeks..... to adjust my brace.... i need it fast......... super fast..... then..... i need to look for a new job... which is the most important of all...... a stable, lucrative, high paying, happy and easy environment job, please........ because if i have that job... 1st can send money to the province.... (i am starting it now) then i can find a cheaper... house... then i can enroll my self to the gym then can study.... and another objective that i have in mind to find a gay friend that or a group of friends that is always there for u... what ever the happening is.... honestly i have friends but sometimes.. i can't find them... (kasi yugn hinahanap ko yung physical na najan yung mag kaibigan mu na handang tumulong sayu) honestly i kinda sad.. last xmas i have no where to go... i don't have family to spend Christmas eve.... (is stay in manila for xmas and stay here in the province for new year) i did not receive any text message asking me to have a Christmas eve celebration with them anyway i can't blamed them may be they are thinking that i have a shift or i am in the province.... because they are all in their respective family...... cause at the end of the day...... they always go home..................... may be i am looking for a friend na medyo layas...... hehehe... ok lng naman kasi xmas eve pero sana yung 25 man lang.... i was in the mall walking again....... solo...... and everybody is with thier family or friends or love ones............. anyway... i have to find someone or a group of people i can't spend a simple night................ that will give time to me............ anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!