ekaj

for almost 2 years... i accidentally hacked an account a g4m account and i fall inlove to the guy... cute good looking.... i tried to txt him

unfortunately ..i lied..... my really reason to txt him is to be friends with him.... but i fall i fall deeply inlove and up to know i am still inlove

with him.... while i am txting him i lied about my self... but i can't help it after a few days drunk from malate.. (i mean super drunk, i even vomit

in malate)... i told him the truth.... fare a few days months.. and years... i still visit his dl and fs and fb account cause i know his email...

on his friendster.... theirs a testimonial from his bf or xbf... name mark and saying goodbye..... the guy is living him... i think he is going abroad or something.... he already informed me before that he has a bf.. and he is very much inlove with him..... i feel envy and jealous and hurt at the same time.... i felt the goodbye.... testi .....so much.... (nasa makatagpo rin ko ng ganitong tao sa buhay ko)........

well i no longer long for him that one day he will fall for me.... i think his love for mark is very strong... and i already accepted to my self that i will never experience love to love and be love.......

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i actually publish the testi on my facebook but i am afraid to publish it on my blog