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Monday, May 21, 2012

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hay.................. i am so sad parang feeling ko isang opportunity na naman ang pina lampas ko....
i am sorry.............
keep doing the same thing never learn from may past mistake....
dear lord i am tired na po.....
the last thing i prayed don't let me fall in love
which is the same opposite of what i gate.... i am tired na po....
tried of fighting feeling that everyday is at war,
fighting for everything............. pagod na po ako.... please... lord take me emotions........ or u could take me na..... i can go back to the hands of time i am willing to switch places with my date last sept11 of 2009.........


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Sam Milby
Each Passing Night lyrics

Didn't we share each other's dreams
We held each other tight
Ang tears fell fromm my eyes
As you walked and left me here
Like the wind you passed me by
I try but I can't see
If it's something that I said

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/sam_milby/#share

Sunday, May 6, 2012

dear Lord God:




Dear Lord God:

please, guide me, and please let me choose the right and correct company for me, a company that will make me stay for a few years and a company that will allow me to grow my career plans,
i need a company that offers big and fabulous salary and benefits, i need cash, i mean cash at this point for m,y health, for my mom and for my sister and for me daily needs and for my saving,
saving that will let me save me and my family in the future.

please, let me choose the right me, is this GBR the right one or not or is that cvg or logica or hp, pls lord gave me a sign and please lord, i know you know what i am thnking please please please......... i badly need your help.






OMG





litong lito na ko sa buhay ko... promised, super, di ko alam kung mag sign ako ng JO o hindi,
scenario
1. pag hindi ako nag sign sayang yung opportunity, baka di na ko makapasa na service desk ulit,
2. marami naman ibang help desk o service desk post kaso di ako sure kung ma hired ako
3. pag nag sign ako, ligtas na ko sa termination at sa suspension sa current company ko dahil sa rev gen performance
4. kaya nag lamg pag nag sign ako, diluted yung salary ko sa benefits ko, kaya ng nag apply ka na service desk para lumaki salary mu di para muliit,
5. calls pa rin, more calls daw, hay...... kala ko calls and a little back office yun......
6. pag nag sign ako, absent ko sa first day of training kasi may 21 daw ang start ng training kaso may concert ako sa may 21 na pupuntahan,
7. i really don't know na what to do with this,
8. if i sign ligtas na ako sa termination kaso liliit salary and benefits ko pero mag kakaroon na ko ng experience sa service desk post, anu na ba talaga ang gagawin ko, di ko na alam, promised!

ang buhay parang cheese pag na mali ka ng move lagot ka, you can't turn back teh hands of time to undo it, you can only push ur self to the limits and do a damage control and learn from that mistakes,

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just one wrong move on the cheese of life and you will loose,

i don't know what to do, please Lord God help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!